boredome took away my free will and told me to steal this from tasha the magnificant

-10 years ago: my mom had a miscarrage sending me into the first of my depression episodes

-5 years ago: i lost my virginity to statutory rape

-1 year ago: i moved away from the people who gave me hope

-yesterday: i went to noho with justin

-today: i spent the day in my room and didn't eat

-tonight: i'll take a sleeping pill so i can sleep without fear

-5 snacks I enjoy: cracker sticks that come with cheese dip stuff (no idea what they are called), zuccini bread, calzones, crunch wrap supreme, turkey grinder from subway with onions, peppers, lettuce, provolone cheese, banana pepepers, mayo and south western sauce

-5 bands that I know the lyrics of most of their songs: nickleback, avril lavigne, christina augulira, dixie chicks, ......... evanescence

-5 favorite songs: "behind these hazel eyes"-kelly clarkson, "voodoo"-godsmack, "45"-shinedown, "beautiful people"-manson, "feel like a woman"-shania twain

-5 things I’d do with $100 million: buy a three story victorian house, buy a pug, get my masters in hospitality management, buy a car, umm... put the three pennies that would be left into a savings account.

-5 locations I’d like to run away to: cisley:italy (sp?), amsterdam, copenhagen:denmark, ireland, germany

-5 bad habits I have: i have the worst case of untreated bi-polarness ever known to man, i cry like a baby when i don't get things my way, if i have money it doesn't stay in my wallet for very long, i expect my parents to pay me for chores i do around the house, and i tend to hide when something is wrong

-5 things I like doing: writing, drawing/painting, messing with html, playing on neopets even though everyone says it's for little kids (newsflash it was created for adults even though we've been blocked from saying "lmfao" due to the imense amount of little kids who play the game), and taking pictures

-5 things I would never wear: spandex pants, anything from abercrombie, american eagle, hollister, the gap, forever 21, or any other stores such labeled, my shirt tucked in, furry ponytail holders, or real/faux fur

-5 things I love wearing: tripp pants, t-shirts with sayings (it gets to check out the rack i don't have), shoes similiar to converse, ankle socks with cartoon characters on them, tons of jelewry, makeup (can't leave the house without it), odd skirts such as tutu's, angled skirts, puffy skirts ... hmm so that's more then 5 oh fucken well.

-5 tv shows I like: puffy ami yumi, thats so raven, mad mad house (which was only on for one season... fuck you too scifi!), xena (my mom's buying all the seasons on dvd ^.^), what not to wear (i like laughing at what clinton and the chick are wearing when they tell people they look dumb)

-5 movies I like: hide and seek, fight club, willy wonka and the chocolate factory, little mermaid, ocean's 11 (12 sucked ass)

-5 famous people I’d like to meet: ozzy osbourne, marilyn manson, the president so i can kill him, the pope so i can make him admit he's a nazi, marilyn monroe (even though she's like dead she still rocks)

-5 biggest joys at the moment: my friends, drawing, being in water, sleeping (when i can), knowing i get to get out of the house for almost 3 weeks

-5 favorite toys: carebears, the stuffed dog crowley gave me sophmore year for v-day, lilly (my stuffed elephant made for a baby), my big shrek stuffed thing, crayons

-5 things I like about myself: my eyes, my peircings, my hair (sometimes), my butt, my freckles

-5 things I hate about myself: stupid things set me off, i cry when there's no need and can't cry when i should, i always find a way to ruin a good thing, i get hurt easily, i'm pretty judgemental

-5 things I can't live without: makeup, widelegged pants, ankle socks, drawing suppies, subway

-5 people I love a lot: brandon, eric, ethan, kermy, krissy

-5 people I hate: the person who came up with the idea of christianity... they should be shot for creating so many arrogant fuckers, hitler even though he was a bloody genius, the pope, the president, and my aunt for making so many god damn open promises to me then complaining my uncle does that to his kids.

-1 year from now: i'll have one semester left to get my associate's degree thanks to all the classes at elms, i'll hopefully have my license and atleast first tat... and i'm hoping to get my tongue peirced when i turn 18

-5 years from now: on the way to the big bad master degree.... HOPEFULLY working in a hotel in springfield

-10 years from now: my love life doesn't really matter... i just want to have my masters and be working for a big hotel chain on my way to owning my own hotel by then.